Ngeee

this is a short story of what i thought off when the first time i talk to my boyfriend :) 

enjoy

(its a song actually i translate it to english n change a bit so it suits my story :P)

His good looking , very tempting , 

and also rich with all those sweet talks

not much a guy , an average boy ,

a good person , His so awesome >///<

Remember the time you talk to me 

i wanted you to know

the real truth is 

I ... I

I think i like you

i really really really do 

I ... I

I think i like you

i really do like you :P

P/S

dedicated to my bf xD 

love you babe :)

My Cutie Pie <3 

i love you Josh!!

<(^_^<)

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DAMN IT !!!

tk text tk call tk chat kat msn or skype

tk ckp pon kat myb !! ISHHH FINEEE 

if that thats what u want then fine !!!!

I DONT GIVE A SHIT !!!! :'(

ADE YG LAGI BAIK LA!!! 

DARN IT !

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sleepy as hell

damn i feel so sleepy !! but my eyes just wont shut down !!!

my body just wont cooperate with me !!! goodness

i really need some sleep . Cant sleep

oh no !! INSOMNIA !!!! :(

damn it !! plsss i wanna sleep !!

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Long Distance Relationship

There's only so many songs 

That I can sing to pass the time 

And I'm running out of things to do 

To get you off my mind 

no..

All i have is this picture in a frame 

That I hold close to see your face every day 

With you is where I'd rather be 

But we're stuck where we areAnd it's so hard,you're so far 

This long distance is killing me

 I wish that you were here with me


It's so hard,

Where we are,This is so killing me :(

Now the minutes feel like hours 

And the hours feel like days 

i Love You Josh Campbell 

Don't Ever Forget About Me :')  

i'll always love you no matter what  

pls remember that ..

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hey Ho people

im so freekin hyper todayyyy hehe

so happy n so tired n not to mention yesterday was my dad's b'day

daddy !!

happy b'day to u

happy b'day to u

happy b'day to daddy KUUU hehe

happy b'day to u !!!

*claps*

i did lots of things today 

like face treatment at a very classic place !!

it was fun n relaxin

here let me embaress myself by showin y'all my pic xD 

lol who careeesss right xD bahahaha

here goess

i'll just show one ok xD !! haha such a humiliation

i didnt plan to take picture but since my annoying bro took it so yeah

just post it hahaha i loikee xD 

i look so weirdd with that smile n that cream mud hahahaha

but its so REFRESHING n again i loikeeee hehe

and alsooooo my mom bought me neckless !!! yiipeeeee hehehe 

im so loving it !!!

she gave me neckless a teddybear n also a pair of ear ring 

yay me for getting all those stuff whoot whoot bahahaha 

here some pic of those gift my mom gave me 

lets take a sneak peek

heres the  teddy bear !!! im so loving it !!!

hehehehehe

this is the ear ring tho its kind of blurry its acctually a flower shape with im so loving it !!!! 

i LOIKKEE hahaha

n last but never the least  the neckless i kind of put it at the teddy bear !!! hehehe im a weirdo i know 

im just in love with stuff teddy hehe 

had lots of fun in a day !!! wish i could spend my day with my family everydayyy just like today 

mom dad i love you so much

thanks for showing me the world 

xoxo

ur daughter

nadya

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Exam , instead of studying i wait wait WAITT ...!!!

exam this week  darn it also not too mention i have some course to attend F**K THAT !

haiiyoooo matii ohhhhhh 

haizz im so friggin mad !!! i should be studying at the time

but NOOOOO im just waiting here like a fucidiot <----(new word) xD 

waiting for someone that only comes on a blue MOON !

y'all effin know how much i HATE i repeat HATEEEE waiting !!!!!

but yeah i guess he just dont give a SHIT !!!!

F**K YOU IDRISSS !!!!! cepat la skit !!!! PENAT TAW TAKK !!!!

u n ur faggot friends datang bukan main lmbat lagi 

im ssoooo over ma limit la bagger !!!!

so yeahh..... xD 

i lepas geram dy :D 

ALL THE SINGLE LADIES PUT UR HANDS UP !

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No Tears left in my EYE BALL

ishhhh i know what ever the say isnt true but 

i really really having a really reallyy bad feelings

i do trust him but things happen right ??

theres so many questions goin on in my head 

i cant help it anymore i just need to have a break for while

but its hard to even consider this as a 'break up' 

coz i also cant let him go !!! i love him 

BUT what if what that girl say was true ??

what if she was right ??

 but what if i was wrong ??

what if he was right ???

what if that girl was lying just to break us apart ??

but why she even wanna do that ?? 

maybe its true ??

arhhhh im goin insanee !! i need to know the perfect truth !!!!!

im dying here 

n jeezzee im having fever i cant stand it nymore !!!!! 

then why cant she tell that to me by herself ??

why must she use somebody else to tell ????

  WHYY ????????  

i know i should believe her .. i dont even know her 

n i love him !!!!! but ... im scared !!

or maybe....i should just let him go ???

haizzz im going crazy !!!!!!!

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HE MELTS MY HEART !!!!

I LOVE YOU BRUNO MARS!!!

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I Dont Love You Like I loved You Yesterday

Well, when you go

Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay

And maybe when you get back

I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe

You're still a good-for-nothing I don't know

So take your gloves and get out

Better get out while you can

When you go would you even turn to say

"I don't love you like I did yesterday"?

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading

So sick and tired of all the needless beating

But baby when they knock you down and out

It's where you oughta stay

Well after all the blood that you still owe

Another dollar's just another blow

So fix your eyes and get up

Better get up while you can, whoa whoa

When you go would you even turn to say

"I don't love you like I did yesterday"?

Well come on, come on!

When you go would you have the guts to say

"I don't love you like I loved you yesterday"?

I don't love you like I loved you yesterday

I don't love you like I loved you yesterday

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NEW YEARS EVE

HARLOOO EVERYBODY

yeah n again bored occured on me blahhh

n its CNY eve n this is what i do

check it out ......

i kind of randomly do some freehand editing 'so called editing' lol coz i was bored n so annoyed by sumthing n yes again my trademark 'IMyMeMine' is there ahahaha 

same goes to this one ... lol took a pic of us webcamming ... why ?? coz  i was bored hahaha we do stupid stuff
as u can see at the picture shows that

adrienna = sengal

thinie = sewel

nadya = senget 

ahahahah n we just randomly thought of that n its a fun stuff to do when we're bored right lmao

next !!!

lol adrienna so cutteeeee lol i like this one the best hahaha ... why ??? coz my handwriting suck xD lmaoooo 

so that is what i n my crazy fwens do on chinese new years eve 

fun ??? think again

lol thats all for today prttay babes update more l8ter 

whoot whoots

-imymemine-

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Fever

fever oh fever

go away

never come back another day

i hate you so

understand me

and accept the fact nobody likes you xD

WHOOTS~~

oh dear fever 

p/s 

say hi to cold n flu for me !!!

oh wait they are HERE ... 

DAMN IT !

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never ending problems

at last i've talk to sombody who acctually care lol

i told him like everything n now i feel very happy n its easy for me to smile again

n not faking it :) now i realise how stupid i was not thinking of him to tell to hahaha

well at least things are getting a lil ok 

tho it still hurts deep down hearing sumthing like that from a 'someone'

but yeah thats what i call the ugly fact lol

but its not true !!

 i still hate 'em for saying all that!! no matter who he is

idc cozz i have my own feelings n everybody have it like obviously 

yeah crying isnt a good idea but it feels good after haha

but uptill now every single words he said running around my mind 

i cant stop thinking about it n i was SUPPOSE TO ! 

but like i said just now idc anymore

its upto him to make decesion n this time its gonna be for real !!!

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Broken hearted

Distance never separates two hearts that really care, 

for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there,

But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you,

I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.

BUT Why must it always be so hard?Why can’t we ever do it right?

you won’t tell me And then maybe I don’t really care.
Please just wait until I decide Wait until it has to be told

Then I’ll come to you And maybe, just maybe, we’ll do it right.. :'(

I know I can't be there, Baby, it's alright, I'll be waiting for you tonight. I pray that you'll be there, when I close my eyes, meet me in my dreams tonight.

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments 

and glue them together again 

and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. 

What is broken is broken and I’d rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it 

and see the broken places as long as I lived...

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2010

lots of stuff happen last year 

sad stuff happy stuff weird stuff well most of it are sad 

i make lots of ppl sad mad angry and even crazy

i torture my brother .. makes my dad go crazy

fight with my bestfriend forever but now its just never 

n the worst part play a fool with my bf

well i know now i regret doing all that

i regret hurting the one i love ... 

the year 2010 i have made alot of mistake 

alots of stupid decision n make disaster things happen n where was i when they having a hard time ?

partying with friends ... yeah thats right i was a totall jerk

ppl thought im friendly im kind .. im beautiful n rich or whatever 

but those are just bullshit !!! 

im a jerk im a fool im so friggin ugly i dont deserve to be respect 

im so frigging poor n yet i waste my dad's money to buy stupid stuff that i never acctually care

just to show off !! fuck me for doing that

im being so selfish n did i mention i hurt the one i love .. yeah i did .. oh ok

i keep on blaming others for my mistake

just like my bf said i LOVVEE to jump to conclusions n i get mad everytime he said that

but its acctually the truth .. i always do that not only to him but to evrybody

i get mad over nothing n hard for me to say sorry .. noo i must say sorry ...

im the one to be blame i know my wrong but i was too stuckup to say sorry

or even sincerely apologize to that someone

like example hendry 

he love me n care about me but i always break his heart 

his the dearest god brother ever n i dont ever wanna lose him

but i keep on hurting him n i just realise im acttuall overacting

im such a drama qween a stupid bitch that do stupid things n cry over nothing

so i wanna stop doing all that 

i wanna start a new life 

i wanna start a new chapter 

i wanna start a new things with my bff ian .. linda ... im sorry i always make u both go crazyy

i dont want to lose you guys !! i love u both

n also to josh my bf im sorry if i ever hurt you n yes i know i do it like all the time

im sorry for jumping to conclutions 

im sorry i keep on accusing u cheating on me

im sorry i ever get mad at u over nothing

im sorry i ever doubted you 

im sorry i m the worst gf ever

im sorry for paying less attention to u  n pay more to my friends

im sorry i never listen to you

but i just want you to know sumthing

i really do love you so very much n never ever want to loose you

ur the best boyfriend i ever had in my entire life

u show me the right path

u show me how to make right decision

u show me life n i appreciate that very much

but i know maybe at the time u might be fed up with me with my attitude

im so sorry!!

i love you 

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GEDIKXXX !!!

what up bitchesssss 

at the momment im kind of friggin pissed with this so call girl (bitch)

well i dont complain much but FUCK HER !!!

ewwww wanna go out to the mall with her ???

OH HELL NO i mean i dont wanna embaress my self now do i xD

WEML !! just GTFO !!! n also GET 'A' life 

u know i kind of have a song for you 

i'll only show u the chorus kay

(justin bieber - baby )

(rewrite by - anonymous )

(renew title - bitchy)

and you are so bitchy bitchy bitchy ohhhh

like bitchy bitchy bitchy noooo

like bitchy bitchy bitch ohh

ur r such a fucking whore ..yeahh

yeah so u like that song

its special for you n ur bitchyness :)

oh well 

may u have a bad life

n may god blast you 

worst xmas for you

hate you bitch 

now DIE !!!!

love ur enemy

nadya - missinact

xoxo

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immigration to m'sia

i just need somebody to loveeeee <----- thats my intro xD

lol nyways just gonna make this one short so since my syg move to kedah

i have no choice but to stay here :'( darn it i missed her so much !!!!

so now im tryin to get good gred to go to a good school 

yeah i should have done that like long time ago 

but yeah thats me :)

so what im really tryin to say is imma be the citizen of melacca for a long time i guess

untill my parents change thier minds n decide to move well idk

so thats it.. no interesting stories or what so ever

lmao i'll update more l8ter kay 

with lots n lots n lots of love

nadya 

xoxo

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Greatest man on internet xD

all he did is just doin his killer smile omg im melting hahahahah

i laugh non stop the person behind me was rofl'ing i got this vid from =3 raywilliamjohnson 

so cool xD weird guy but funny i love him !!!

its so fuckin funny xD hahahahahaha 

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weird things & fun stuff

i had a really good time with ian n fara today 

lots of things happen hahaha

some unknow guys just come to u n suddenly say "eh kite pnah jumpe kat pntai an?'' bapak die ajar ah !!!!

dah la smoke infront of me so disgusting shiak !!!!!!

i said to the guy "sorry x suke bau smoke tuh bye"

his like "ohh sombong shiak" pi mati sama lu beng !!!!

azian oso look  so sad after she saw her 'bf' sitting together so close with his ex gf

well im pissed to coz how could he do such thing !!!

azian almost cry :'( dont worry syg we're here for you okay !!!! 

WE LOVE YOU SWEETY !!!!<3

well we kind of did so shopping

hehe n it was awsome !!!!!

me likey !!!

ohhhh my dad is callin me 

oh well

this is it for today

i'll update more later otay ^^

me lava you

signing off 

nadya Missinact

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Long Distance Relationship

yeah im kind of having a long distance lover 

i know it doesnt sound like me to do all this stuff

always wanted to have a physical contact with my lover

but hey its long distance what can i do about it

lots of time have i think of endin this relationship but i just fail to do that

i love him so much and although his far 

his always inside my heart

im sick of ppl telling me to break up with him

im sorry i cant do it!!

i cry about it but tear brings me to no where

so instead of doing that 

i try talkin to him about you know 'trying' dating someone else

tho it hurts so much inside the heart while telling him that but ....... haizz

i thought maybe by doin that he could find someone better then me 

someone that can make him smile or laugh or even spend time together with

but i know i cant even see him talk to other girl or not SHES GOIN DOWN I TELL YOU lol

i love him so much i even baked a cookie that looks like him haha well use to but i fail xD

well im just writing all this to tell to my friends that i dont care how far my lover is

his always inside my heart n he is the best boyfriend i ever had 

and i strongly say NO to breakin up with him

sorry but this is my life

i decide!! i know whats best for me n thats THAT !

LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP RAWKS !!!!





i love you josh campbell !!

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test test 1 2 3 ah ah okok its working xD

wut up bitches !!!

miss mey ??? yeh i know 

imma just gonna make this a short one ^^

its almost Xmas so im kind of in a shopping mood (wasting his money time )

so i dont really have time to go on n such 

currently with our lovely Mr Kevin Markus at the moment 

here let me show u his uglyness xD lol jkjk sorry
well yes as u can see his holdin a cigarette but he actually not smokin (his to coward to do that ) xD lol jkjk

again no offence babe xD

lol so theres some picx i retardedly tookin da room

 yeah dont look at the kevin part !! i dint edit this pic n i dont edit like this so childish xD lol

but i loike it lmao

heres me in blue try to guess whos shirts is this !!! oh thats right its our mr coward smoking xD 

lol thanks !! me likey !!

 yeaah i look so FUGLY !!! no joke at all but who cares  haha ( I DO ACCTUALLY ) 

ok ppl so thats it 

thats all i got 

all the single ladies say HEYYYA xD 

buh bye 

signin off 

-nadya iPeek -

lava you !!

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