never ending problems

at last i've talk to sombody who acctually care lol

i told him like everything n now i feel very happy n its easy for me to smile again

n not faking it :) now i realise how stupid i was not thinking of him to tell to hahaha

well at least things are getting a lil ok 

tho it still hurts deep down hearing sumthing like that from a 'someone'

but yeah thats what i call the ugly fact lol

but its not true !!

 i still hate 'em for saying all that!! no matter who he is

idc cozz i have my own feelings n everybody have it like obviously 

yeah crying isnt a good idea but it feels good after haha

but uptill now every single words he said running around my mind 

i cant stop thinking about it n i was SUPPOSE TO ! 

but like i said just now idc anymore

its upto him to make decesion n this time its gonna be for real !!!

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Rainbow Rabbit Fresh Blabing

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Broken hearted

Distance never separates two hearts that really care, 

for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there,

But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you,

I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.

BUT Why must it always be so hard?Why can’t we ever do it right?

you won’t tell me And then maybe I don’t really care.
Please just wait until I decide Wait until it has to be told

Then I’ll come to you And maybe, just maybe, we’ll do it right.. :'(

I know I can't be there, Baby, it's alright, I'll be waiting for you tonight. I pray that you'll be there, when I close my eyes, meet me in my dreams tonight.

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments 

and glue them together again 

and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. 

What is broken is broken and I’d rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it 

and see the broken places as long as I lived...

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Rainbow Rabbit Fresh Blabing

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