2010

lots of stuff happen last year 

sad stuff happy stuff weird stuff well most of it are sad 

i make lots of ppl sad mad angry and even crazy

i torture my brother .. makes my dad go crazy

fight with my bestfriend forever but now its just never 

n the worst part play a fool with my bf

well i know now i regret doing all that

i regret hurting the one i love ... 

the year 2010 i have made alot of mistake 

alots of stupid decision n make disaster things happen n where was i when they having a hard time ?

partying with friends ... yeah thats right i was a totall jerk

ppl thought im friendly im kind .. im beautiful n rich or whatever 

but those are just bullshit !!! 

im a jerk im a fool im so friggin ugly i dont deserve to be respect 

im so frigging poor n yet i waste my dad's money to buy stupid stuff that i never acctually care

just to show off !! fuck me for doing that

im being so selfish n did i mention i hurt the one i love .. yeah i did .. oh ok

i keep on blaming others for my mistake

just like my bf said i LOVVEE to jump to conclusions n i get mad everytime he said that

but its acctually the truth .. i always do that not only to him but to evrybody

i get mad over nothing n hard for me to say sorry .. noo i must say sorry ...

im the one to be blame i know my wrong but i was too stuckup to say sorry

or even sincerely apologize to that someone

like example hendry 

he love me n care about me but i always break his heart 

his the dearest god brother ever n i dont ever wanna lose him

but i keep on hurting him n i just realise im acttuall overacting

im such a drama qween a stupid bitch that do stupid things n cry over nothing

so i wanna stop doing all that 

i wanna start a new life 

i wanna start a new chapter 

i wanna start a new things with my bff ian .. linda ... im sorry i always make u both go crazyy

i dont want to lose you guys !! i love u both

n also to josh my bf im sorry if i ever hurt you n yes i know i do it like all the time

im sorry for jumping to conclutions 

im sorry i keep on accusing u cheating on me

im sorry i ever get mad at u over nothing

im sorry i ever doubted you 

im sorry i m the worst gf ever

im sorry for paying less attention to u  n pay more to my friends

im sorry i never listen to you

but i just want you to know sumthing

i really do love you so very much n never ever want to loose you

ur the best boyfriend i ever had in my entire life

u show me the right path

u show me how to make right decision

u show me life n i appreciate that very much

but i know maybe at the time u might be fed up with me with my attitude

im so sorry!!

i love you 

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Rainbow Rabbit Fresh Blabing

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