yeah im kind of having a long distance lover
i know it doesnt sound like me to do all this stuff
always wanted to have a physical contact with my lover
but hey its long distance what can i do about it
lots of time have i think of endin this relationship but i just fail to do that
i love him so much and although his far
his always inside my heart
im sick of ppl telling me to break up with him
im sorry i cant do it!!
i cry about it but tear brings me to no where
so instead of doing that
i try talkin to him about you know 'trying' dating someone else
tho it hurts so much inside the heart while telling him that but ....... haizz
i thought maybe by doin that he could find someone better then me
someone that can make him smile or laugh or even spend time together with
but i know i cant even see him talk to other girl or not SHES GOIN DOWN I TELL YOU lol
i love him so much i even baked a cookie that looks like him haha well use to but i fail xD
well im just writing all this to tell to my friends that i dont care how far my lover is
his always inside my heart n he is the best boyfriend i ever had
and i strongly say NO to breakin up with him
sorry but this is my life
i decide!! i know whats best for me n thats THAT !
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